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Thursday, 23 February 2006

  • so long, hopefully not goodbye!

    Well i finally did it....  started a new blog using Wordpress, thanks to a wizard friend of mine who set it all up for me!!  My new home is http://loveflamingjune.com.  Anyone who visits can comment, unlike Xanga, which was my biggest complaint...   So please come visit me there ... and of course i will continue to read you all here.   I won't delete this blog but i am no longer posting here - only on the new one.

    Much love!!!

Tuesday, 21 February 2006

  • no complaints

    today was lovely in this skin
    illicitly so? maybe...
    i worked my body...it was ready
    yoga...bike....treadmill....more yoga
    soooo wonderful to be in my groove and feel slippery wet
    [yesterday was the test...
    danced for hours in the early evening at a club (in my new favorite heels yes!) and woke up this morning refreshed, not tired.  would have danced until the morning had the music inspired me the way i wanted it to...i needed to dance...and i did.]
    ...later in the day, shopped at my favorite thrift store, and there is something just wrong yet indescribably delicious about spending $1.50 on kenneth cole and ann taylor with original price tags still attached.  at size 2/4, everything looks amazing on me and i haul what must be almost a grand worth of name brands for less than $65.   not that i went looking for brands. you won't catch me dead in a department store. i just have an eagle eye for my particular style whatever it is.  it never takes longer than a split second to know if it's right.  and it is about the hunt.   my stepmom and i have such a blast shopping together...  partners in addiction though we may be.
    i ate really good food today as well...it was a day filled with sensual pleasures...ending with warm sunshine on my skin and showers of hugs and kisses from yasemin.  
    i have no complaints.



Friday, 17 February 2006

  • The Dance

    I have sent you my invitation,

    the note inscribed on the palm of my hand by the fire of living.

    Don't jump up and shout, "Yes, this is what I want! Let's do it!"

    Just stand up quietly and dance with me.

     

    Show me how you follow your deepest desires,

    spiraling down into the ache within the ache,

    and I will show you how I reach inward and open outward

    to feel the kiss of the Mystery, sweet lips on my own, every day.

     

    Don't tell me you want to hold the whole world in your heart.

    Show me how you turn away from making another wrong without

    abandoning yourself when you are hurt and afraid of being unloved.

     

    Tell me a story of who you are,

    and see who I am in the stories I am living.

    And together we will remember that each of us always has a choice.

     

    Don't tell me how wonderful things will be…someday.

    Show me you can risk being completely at peace,

    truly okay with the way things are right now in this moment,

    and again in the next and the next and the next…

     

    I have heard enough warrior stories of heroic daring.

    Tell me how you crumble when you hit the wall,

    the place you cannot go beyond by the strength of your own will.

    What carries you to the other side of that wall,

    to the fragile beauty of your own humanness?

     

    And after we have shown each other how we have set and kept the

    clear, healthy boundaries that help us live side by side with each other,

    let us risk remembering that we never stop silently loving

    those we once loved out loud.

     

    Take me to the places on the earth that teach you how to dance,

    the places where you can risk lettingthe world break your heart,

    and I will take you to the places where the earth beneath my feet

    and the stars overhead make my heart whole again and again.

     

    Show me how you offer to your people and the world

    the stories and the songs you want our children's children to remember,

    and I will show you how I struggle,

    not to the change the world, but to love it.

     

    Sit beside me in long moments of shared solitude,

    knowing both our absolute aloneness and our undeniable belonging.

    Dance with me in the silence and in the sound of small daily words,

    holding neither against me at the end of the day.

     

    And when the sound of all the declarations of our sincerest

    intentions has died away on the wind,

    dance with me in the infinite pause before the next great inhale

    of the breath that is breathing us all into being,

    not filling the emptiness from the outside or from within.

     

    Don't say, "Yes!"

    Just take my hand and dance with me.

     

    -Oriah Mountain Dreamer

Tuesday, 14 February 2006

  • peaceful fire

    to the music in my heart
    do you know?
    just loving you fills me with happiness
    just your very presence there

    though i crave this to manifest
    beyond the province of my dreams
    i feel peace

    if i never live to feel your fingers intertwined in mine
    your breath on my skin
    to kiss your lips...
    it's enough
    just to feel you in my heart and mind
    as a fire within
    that desires not to consume the other
    necessarily
    to survive and thrive

    i feel its warmth, its flickering
    smiling,
    i willingly let it consume me
    what a beautiful feeling all by itself
     
    nothing will ever extinguish this

    to the music in my heart
    thank you for just being

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